In this moment of silence II

When I wrote the Part I post, it was only what I heard among friends.  Today, I heard it from a sifu. He perceived me as a quiet person.  And that now only I change. Credit was given to Outdoor Programme that we underwent for its success in changing us and me.  The Sifu further said, I now can voice up my opinion, and I didn't do that before this. The Programme has successfully achieved its aim ~ to train students to be competitive and brave.

Its good to know that his opinion about me has changed ever since...but deep inside, I hope I could tell him that its not that I dare not voice up my opinion.  It just that I find it useless to do so. I don't simply raise up issue.  And when I finally do that, I hope and I wish action will be taken and my effort won't go down the drain.  

I did question them once and what I got was the stress mark that they have never encountered any student like us.  The dequorum here is, you don't question anything, its rude. What more can I say?

And today, I questioned the system again.  The feedback was good but still, not concrete answer was given.  I know, in this field everybody's hands are tight.  What else is new?

So, I think I should change my direction.  Complain while I can, endure when I must.  

Bila kita komplen, jangan harapkan tindakan segera, kita cuma naikkan volume komplen dan harap bila-bila mereka terasa nak amik tindakan, ada orang akan dapat manfaat. Mulia sungguh usaha kita. Sekian.

Kan saya dah kata?

Bila nak exam...yakni saat yang saya patut tengok buku...saya akan bersemangat buat mende lain, antaranya: -

• fesbuking
• blogwalking
• stalking
• chit chatting
• eating
• nail clipping (yesss...)
• texting a.k.a smsing.
• calling-calling

Banyak lagi kalau nak listkan..tapi cukuplah yang kat atas ni buat masa ni.  Memang diri sendiri sangat mengecewakan saya.

Owh ye, sambil-sambil saya blogwalking tadi..saya jumpa ni..Cik Jie tentu suka menda ni :)

Owhhh..lupa lak BLOGGING.

KAN SAYA DAH KATA?

Aku Bukan Andalusia

Rentetan entry semalam.

Tiba-tiba malam ni TV3 tayang pulak drama yang bertajuk "Aku Bukan Andalusia"...
Watak utama pulak peguam. Haha! Perfect.
Dalam cite ni, last-last peguam ni kahwin dengan 'old flame'nya
iaitu cikgu dia sendiri masa zaman sekolah.

Nasib baik tak pernah minat dengan mana-mana cikgu zaman sekolah dulu.
Kehkehkeh...

Notes :)


"Aku bukan Andalusia" ni tak ada kena mengena dengan isu kahwin lambat, its actually tentang satu tamadun yang pernah gilang gemilang..yang kemudiannya lenyap macam tu je.  Siapa yang nak macam tu kan?

Tentang jodoh...

Rasanya semua orang tau...cuti sekolah is just around the corner. Cuti sekolah sangat sinonim dengan kenduri kahwin. Tidak boleh tidak, bila jumpa dengan mak cik sebelah umah, mak kepada kawan, kawan kepada mak...semua akan sangat concern pasal kahwin ni.  

Beberapa jam tadi, saya terserempak dengan seseorang yang saya kenal, tidak rapat tetapi saya kenal dia. Dalam banyak-banyak soalan, hanya satu yang dia tanya yakni bila la dia nak merasa nasik minyak saya.  Kebetulan saya kat kedai mamak, saya pun sambil senyum jawab, kalau dia nak beriani kambing, anytime saya boleh belanja.  Akhir kata, ayat dia yang terkesan dihati saya, "dulu lawyer ye la orang takut..sekarang takkan la orang takut lagi kot. Jodoh ni kena usaha Cik Azira oii". Ok, thats it. 

Kalau la saya boleh post entry saya ni kepada orang terbabit, saya nak cakap...tentang jodoh ni, apalah daya saya nak mengaturnya. Saya nak usaha macam mana? Duduk kat simpang kasi pamplet? Masuk myjodoh.com? Usaha macam tu? Biarlah saya bujang je kot.  

Saya percaya Allah ada rencana-Nya yang tersendiri untuk saya.  Saya sedar, banyak yang saya kena perbetulkan sebelum saya boleh menukar status dan perjalanan hidup saya.  Mungkin sebab tu saya jarang persoalankan kenapa saya belum jumpa jodoh saya.  Untuk mengurus hidup sendiri pun kadangkala saya leka, mampukah saya mengurus hidup orang lain pula?

Saya tanya Encik Google, dan ini adalah hasilnya..tanggungjawab hidup berumahtangga.

Ciri-ciri penting

Beberapa ciri penting adalah mustahak untuk menjadi pegangan setiap individu di dalam kehidupan berkeluarga yang mesti diberi perhatian setiap masa:

1. Sedari diri bahawa anda salah seorang ahli keluarga yang ada peranan, kewajipan dan tidak boleh melepaskan diri daripadanya.

2. Sentiasa baharui azam untuk meningkatkan pengetahuan agama, syaksiah, ilmu pengetahuan ke arah melahirkan insan berkualiti.

3. Suburkan sifat-sifat mahmudah dan kurangkan sifat-sifat mazmumah dalam amalan hidup sehari-hari.

4. Hidupkan sembahyang berjemaah, banyakkan membaca al-Quran dan hidupkan salam di kalangan keluarga.

Yang kat atas ni nampak simple. Tapi mampukah kita?

Allah berfirman:

'Di antara tanda-tanda kebesaran-Nya ia menjadikan untuk kamu pasangan dari jenis kamu sendiri untuk kamu tinggal tenteram di sampingnya dan dijadikan di antara kamu kasih sayang dan belas kasihan. Semuanya itu menjadi tanda-tanda bagi orang-orang yang berfikir. '

Ibn al-Aswad AI-Dualy:

'Apabila kamu melihat aku marah, tenangkanlah aku. Apabila aku melihat kamu marah, aku pula menenangkan kamu. Jika tidak janganlah kita bersama-sama. '

Cerita dua hari...

Achtung:  Quite a long entry, kindly proceed to the MORAL part straight away if you find it too long to read. TQ.

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Tuesday...done with Methodology paper.  It went okay I might say.  Nothing too heavy to bear. Nevertheless, I didn't guarantee any As.. :)

As promised, later that afternoon I went and pick up Radhi in Bayan Lepas.  Soon after that went of straight to Gurney Hotel.  As usual, makan-makan things and then strolled along the Gurney Drive.  Went to the room and tidoq.  Radhi, I am terribly sorry for the "tak fokus" thing. Hehe. If I could turn back time, I wont allow that to happen.  My bad.  

Wednesday...the plan was, I dropped Radhi at the Court and drove back to Ipoh. As such, I checked my minyak itam before I started the long journey.  Being me, like tikus and labu... I checked the stick after I had turned on the ignition.  Little that I know, it was not suppose to be done that way.  To my surprise, the level of the minyak was below mininum level.  So I called my brother. He was not in Penang, so he asked me to go to the nearest station.  And I did just that. Stopped at Juru, only to stand before the shelf and ponder what kind of engine oil to buy.  Talian hayat again, lucky he asked...when did you check the level? While its on or before you on?  Haaa..he is soooo my brother. He knows me well.  And the rest is history. Owhh..and I saved RM52.00 that morning. Time kasih Angah.

Moral:  If you have to check your engine oil level, do it before you start the car. You won't get the reading (level) while the engine is running.  Lesson numb3r one!

Still Wednesday... I promised Gcop to meet her on my way back.  Lucky, she had an appointment in Ipoh, so we decided to just meet here, in Ipoh.  But, before that.....

Being a very responsible citizen....when they asked us to turn the lights on when passing the tunnel.  I humbly comply that.  Only that I am not so responsible to my car.  Poor BumbleBee.

I met Gcop. She belanja makan..thanx Gcop.  After a long chat, we kissed goodbye. She went off.  I put on my car key and tried to start the car. Failed. And after  a few attempts it seemed itu kereta sudah mogok.  Waited for a while, still didn't work and then I realised I didn't turn off the lights. Great.  So I had to call Gcop to ask if they had jumper.  Negative. 

Thanx to Gcop and Daus again, they returned to the parking lot.  As we didn't have a jumper, we had to tolak the car.  Selepas beberapa aksi menolak kereta dan membawa kereta..BumbleBee berjaya dihidupkan.  See, my good citizenship don't do justice to my car!  Saye berjanji untuk tidak on lagi lampu lepas ni.  Ini adalah kali ke dua perkara ini berlaku.  Kali pertama, it was with Radhi..(kalo dia masih ingat).

Moral No. 2:  Remember to switch off your lights if you have on them and always check before you go off. If not, its better for you not to on them.  Tunnel? So what? :P

Kesekian kalinya...

Saya pun tak tahu kenapa...tapi...

Setiap kali exam, saya mesti nak buat stunt [read: kesilapan buduh] yang ntah hape-hape..

Kali pertama -

Saya terlupa nak padam conteng-contengan di dalam Akta.  Akibatnya dirampas di dalam dewan periksa. Maka saya menjawablah saya tanpa panduan lagi meraba-raba.  Alhamdulillah, saya lulus dengan ok jugak paper tu.

Kali kedua -

Saya tertinggal Akta di rumah.  Maka terkejar-kejarlah Encik Asrul mengambilkannya untuk saya. Terima kasih tidak terhingga.  Sebab tulah saya sayang ko Asrul weh! Alhamdulillah jugak, Allah masih sayangkan saya.Result saya agak best [*agak poyo disitu] untuk paper ni.

Kesekian kalinya -

Saya rasa saya tertulis angka giliran yang salah.  Saya tidak sengaja. Apalah kesnya bila no matrik diberi dihujung semester? Tidak sempat pula beramah mesra, disuruh hapal untuk dibawa ke dewan periksa.  Maka sudah tersilaplah saya.  Saya sangat keciwa. Hampa.  

Esok saya nak mengadap Unit Peperiksaan.  Harap tidak menjadi onar kepada mereka-mereka yang tidak berdosa. Doakan saya.

WELCOME NOVEMBER

Just a very brief one!


It seems something is happening to me. But I do not know what.
Exam symptoms may be?
Or is it because its November already?
I'll be 23 32 in less than 20 days. 
Or is it because I'll be jobless after the 9th?
Or is it because, I'll be having no income for a few months to come?
There are so many reasons to think of
and yet, I don't think..any one of those is the cause.
So what is it?
No idea.
Solution, tido!


My lullaby....[errkkk!!]


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